Can't think at the moment and will write more later.
A couple of days later and thinking again like a rational and logical human being. I know that I am an emotional person, always have been and will be. I am a Cancer in the Zodiac signs. I know that my chances of getting pregnant each moth has gotten smaller than when we got pregnant last time or the time before that. I don't know the exact percentage and prefer not to as I know it is small.
I just need to keep up the reminder that " Que cera cera, what ever will be will be, the future is not our to see, que cera cera" - love this song