I can't believe how angry I am at the moment. It reminds me some of how I felt when I /we  lost both of our pregnancies, here this anger is specifically directed, when the pregnancy losses happened it was not. When we had our miscarriage, I was not angry at anyone in particular,  I was made at life in general. I had wanted to be a mom for as long as I could remember and this really hurt. How could something like this happen especially when my body was seeming to say something else.

  As with this moment, I knew that the anger over the loss would end sooner than later I just had to let myself go through the moment or stage. I just kept reminding myself to take a deep breath and focus on the loss in a way that was healty for all involved. Just had to keep as positive as one can while they are angry and grieving.

In grieving the anger stage where I found the questions started for me. I wondered "Why Me? and  "What did I do wrong?" It is also a stage where a person may also ask "Who's Faulty is this?"