What was I thinking???????????????

Well the process of trying again to have another child has started  in that I have stopped taking my pills today and starting to feel the signs of a period. While I am very excited about the possibility of getting pregnant again, I am also asking myself what was I thinking? I know that I am ready to be pregnant again and raise a second little one. I am more worried about the possibility that I will have another miscarriage or Ectopic pregnancy. I wonder if my heart can handle the possibility of another loss.  I guess time will tell how this story turns out. I will just remind myself how wonderful things turned out when we tried again after our first loss. It turned out to be a beautiful little boy named EWryk who is now turing two in less than three months.